Just another mini metamorphosis



Whats your current weak spot?

l guess the most honest answer must be that you don’t know.


None of us do.


Not until it’s pointed out to us, anyway


My own life has taught me that I can identify my own current weakest spots. I do this by trying to become more aware of what I’m subconsciously drawn to.


When I was a problem-drinker, it took me years to accept that it was an issue for me.


But I was always drawn to sober literature and forums about people who were quitting alcohol.


l found sober people‘s stories really interesting.


Whereas now, none of it appeals to me anymore.


Because drinking is no longer my weak spot.


There’s always something to work on.


A few years ago this thought would have made me feel intimidated and hopeless, truth be told.


But that’s because I didn’t understand that I was always working on something


Which, unfortunately, meant that I was often working on making my anxiety worse.


At the moment, I’m really drawn to anything that’s to do with getting organised.


There’s a series called The Home Edit, on Netflix.


I can’t tell you how relaxed it makes me feel.


Watching this has made me realise that, although I love to clean, l’m extremely disorganised.


This really should not be a light-bulb moment for me, given that for years I refused to open any post.


Yet I honestly was astounded by this realisation.


l am extremely disorganised.


l want to be very organised.


l am glad I have this new insight into my behaviour, because now I can change.


l am looking forward to changing.


And I know that I’ll be drawn to something else when I’ve completed this mini metamorphosis.


And I like that it’s always just a current weakness.


Because when everything evolves, nothing is permanent.

And when impermanency because our norm?


Theres nothing intimidating to see here:


Just another mini metamorphosis...








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